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    "text": "74\nOctober 6004 AL\nJournal Entry\nOctober 30th\n6004 CE11:25 PM CST\nAntichrist Night Pictures\n+ Resurrection Cemetery\nDo not make survival a goal... You will fail.\nJournal Entry\nOctober 26th\n6004 CE 8:50 PM CST\nStem cells... People as stem cells... Humanity as\nstem cells.\n6:50 PM CST\nClick hmmm... I am turning a new leaf. I am going\nto try and be more positive... Not just positive about\nthe irrelevance of our existence but positive about\nwhat I have accomplished and still have yet to\naccomplish.\nI am alive and well...\n***********\nThe blink of an eye that is our lives. The mental\nprocesses that make up who we are and who we will\nbe. What chose do I have but to be me... None. This\nis the lottery of existence. I could have been a wolf,\nlion, or ameba. I could have spent my existance at\nany time in any form and I would still be me, not\nbecause I have chosen to be... Because I am. Just\nlike you, just like every life that is. I am at peace\nwith myself and my life on this day at this moment,\nI hope you are too.\n75\nI am human the slave spices of planet earth. I am\nalso fortunate enough to know I am a slave.\nComplexity of systems upon systems, evolution of\nour world into what will soon be a Galactic Empire.\nI know I will not be around to see the conquests of\nhumanity or the eventual downfall of our spices, I\nhope some one out there is listening to me now\nthousands of years after I have written this.\nNot because it is good, but because this is my\nmortality, with you my immortality. That I am live\nstill because you are reading this. I exist because\nbecause of you. Dreams of Demons that should\nhave been saints, fears that should be assperations,\nbut do you dream of me anymore?\nAm I a saint that saves you from the fires of hell\nfrom an existance you can not escape? or am a\nshaddow stalks your fragal exsitance?\nThis is the world I see from inside my drywall\nprison. The world I love but rarely venture out into.\nTo be free again or to walk free in the desert lay\ndown on sand fearless of the snakes slithering in the\ndistance. The scorpions and black widows that stalk\nmy mortal existence but are no threat to my soul.\nJournal Entry\nOctober 25th\n6004 CE 1:35 AM CST\nFrom the infinite abyss to a quark. From a single\nnerve cell an \"idea\" that sends a neurokinetic pulse\naround the world. We are all going to die.\nJournal Entry\nOctober 14th\n6004 CE\n",
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