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        "title": "Al Qaeda Net",
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    "text": "116\nturned to drugs to try and kill the pain. She was not\ntoo young to have children, she was just in a bad\nsituation. A Chicago Police office for a \"fake\nfather\". Her mother had a child by her husbands\nbrother, that child was Mary. Mary's mother took a\nfall down some stairs after her fake father found\nout, Mary's father was shot, so Mary stayed with her\n\"Fake father\" and step mother. Mary got busted\nwith drugs (Heroin) and told on the people she got\nthem from, Mary ended up dead. The question I\nhave is was it the \"Fake father\" a Chicago Police\nofficer who wanted to end any risk of his \"fake\ndaughter\" getting him busted for living outside the\ncity (getting fired loosing retirement) or was it the\ndrug dealer eliminating a witness by giving her bad\ndrugs? She called me and said \"they are fallowing\nme\", she was very afraid. I did not listen.\nI feel responsible for her death in some ways... I did\nnot know about the heroin and so I told her if she\nloved her ex-boyfriend be with him no matter what\nanyone says. I did not know about the heroin issue\nshe had in the city.\nIf her fake dad killed her mother, his own brother,\nand her it would explain why he just sits in his\nliving room all day after work looking out the\nwindow. It is quite possible he did non of it, it is all\nso possible that as a Chicago police office could\nhave confiscated some heroin and tainted it, then\ninjected her with it... Or not. In any case Mary had a\nlove of life and she was a good person, we just had\na falling out about unrelated matters. I need to go\nvisit her grave, my child hood friend Frank, and my\ngrand parents.\nFranks death was the saddest Shot in the head by a\nfriend, I belive he was just 18. 100 years from now\n117\nwho will visit his grave? Just those that pass by and\nask WHY did he have to go so young. Why? So\nwhen I pass the grave of a stranger, I leave it as it is.\nI did not even move the flag covering a stone almost\ncompletely underground, swallowed by the earth.\nI can't do anything about what happened, all I can\ndo is \"here and now\".\nSo if I see a police office being kind and caring... I\nappreciate that, when I see authority on a war path...\nI stand up.\nI do talk quite a bit about humanity as a whole, but\nit is all just theory... All out of my hands. The death\nof one is a tragedy the death of 6 billion is a new\nbeginning...\nA seed that grows into a flower, a flower that leaves\nseeds and new flowers grow. If that flower is seen\nand liked then it is spread to all ends of the earth. If\nthe flower is not liked it is a weed, allowed to exist\nonly in the wild because elimination is to difficult.\nWild flowers... Can still be magnificent.\nJournal Entry\nJuly 6th 2004 9:13 AM CST\nSergeant of the Joliet Police department not in at\nthis time. I see no need to discuses this incident\nwith \"Internal Affairs\". On seen officer said his\nboss ordered Zero Tolerance 4th of July... I will talk\nto his boss. I do not think Sergeant Garland wanted\nPaul Moeller taking sparklers away from supervised\nchildren on 4th of July.\n5:30 PM CST\nGraveyard Pictures... on Pages 6-19.\n",
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