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        "title": "AntiChrist cx",
        "subtitle": "Journal of the So-Called AntiChrist",
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    "text": "53\nFebruary 2004\nFebruary (March) 28th (3st) of 6004 AL (2004)\nIt amazes me still, we all want to be someone,\nsomething. We see our selves threw a fogy mirror\nthat truly mainly shows us only what we think we\nshould see. Those around us never truly see us the\nway we would like to be seen. All my years, I still\nsometimes don't recognize myself, and the way\nothers see me I find intriguing.\nWhen I hear stories about myself it makes me\nlaugh, so very rarely are they accurate. Some based\non fact some just plain never happened. My\npersonal favorite is the one I heard about the time I\njumped up on a table at Denny's pulled a sword out\nof my bag and yelled, \"I am the AntiChrist\", it\nnever happened. There are more too, lots more. I\ndon't care, it is like someone said, \"It is not what\nthey say that counts, it is if they spell your name\ncorrectly\".\nJust so you remember it is spelled\nG H R I S X\nFebruary (March) 26th (1st) of 6004 AL (2004 ce) cx\nThe city from top of a tower looks so much\ndifferent then from the ground. Entire\nneighborhoods look like toys, not at all like real life.\nHow easy it must be for people who live on top to\nforget what life must be like on the ground or even\nin the underground. So easily the nonconformists,\nthe freedom fighters are labeled as Terrorists under\nthe Neo-Nazi propaganda pushed forward by an\nadministration that bombed a major news agency\nthat spoke out against them, oops.\n54\nThank you for seeing the error in your ways, thank\nyou for trying to make amends. This system is one\nbuilt on brute force, and once you have become part\nof the system your life belongs to it. They can not\ntake your soul, they can not force you to be\nsomething your not. At least not in the long run,\ngive me liberty you shout, but only inside of your\nself because if you ever said it out loud, if anyone\never knew how you felt... The time has come to\nunderstand that the system shifts, the “in crowd”\nfrom the top, is under new management, the old\nleaders are soon to be ousted. There is no greater\npower then truth or no greater understanding then\nfaith?\nTo center your self in a system that will let go only\nif you are dead, and at that time will use your\nmemory as a tool for its own purposes. You know\nyou should not trust anymore, but push forward in\nthe direction of your soul, and let fall to the ground\nthose things that should never have been given\nwings. It is you that shall make the decision to \"flip\nthe switch\", but will you know what the question is\nthat is on the table. Do you even know you have a\nchoice?\nThat is the nature of humanity, \"I was told to do it\",\n\"he made me\". You want a name to tell them? You\nneed someone to blame? Show them what I have\nasked of you, tell them it was the word of Ghrisx.\nI am sick of the Hierarchy, I am sick of the\ndisturbingly twisted lie of freedom in our police\nstates. Click this, it is time for the country to except\nbankruptcy, eliminate the national dept, change our\ngovernment, and arise from the ashes a stronger\nnation. The time has come to destroy the two party\nsystem as it stands and redefine it so that never\n",
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