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        "title": "AntiChrist cx",
        "subtitle": "Journal of the So-Called AntiChrist",
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    "text": "77 78\nJuly 2003\n6/13/03 -Age brings knowledge, so I am told by those older,\nand wiser. This is true, and a lie. With age come new fears,\nfears of age itself. It is a big world, small to us, but so many\npeople. My prophecy, clearly a lie, dependent on people who\ncare. So let me share for a moment what I have learned, about\nmyself and about the world.\nI am Ghrisx, because I say I am.\nI am Michael Joseph because my parents said I am.\nI am Kappel for reason no one in my family any longer\nremembers.\nI am Anti-Christ.net because I can be.\nIn the days before the fall... I am what, I am, and in death as in\nlife we are seen by only other people as what they would like\nus to be.\nGod Is-rael, Is a misunderstanding, the truth is far deeper.\nUndoubtedly there is higher power, the term \"God\", is a bad.\nNothing is good, or evil... But all things share a balance.\nI am not real, I am an illusion, a trap.\nFallow me and burn in hell, fallow me and I will watch you\ndie. I hate you, and everyone like you, you serve me, you\nserve yourself.\nI am death not death, just life in death, a window into the\ntruth, but a lie all the same.\nFor you that challenge me, have not in a very long time. So\nnow do you support me?, then you die you will, and your\nfamily, and everyone you know except possibly one person.\nThere is no way to buy your salvation, it is free... and so is\ndeath.\n",
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