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        "title": "AntiChrist cx",
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    "text": "89\nFebruary 2003\n2/13/03 - I have been bitter so long some times I forget why.\nThe mystical demons that I unleash engulf my essence to free\nmyself of the burden of life and arise in a lifeless fire that\ncools the earth and spreads plague and fear, the wars and the\nrumors of war all just a distraction. The truth now told now\nknown is that we needed the troops removed from the stats,\nand after the nuclear annihilation of the lesser gods, there will\nbe no one to oppose us. The beat down laymen and the sheep\nshall bow to us in fear and duck away to hide in the corners of\nthere homes. They will be no threat as long as there TV's stay\non, hypnotized by the Technic Color lies and unable to see the\ntruth out side there window. It is malici who will liberate you\nin the end, but for now locked away... out of my way. This in\nthe dawn of a new age the birth of a new era. One that no man\nshall stand to challenge the governmental powers that be, and\nprocreation down to a science. It is the end of mankind\nregardless, but not by any means the end of humanity, and I\nshall bare witness to the new world in horror, for it is not my\nworld. This is the way it has been chosen to play out. This is\nthe way the beast will manifest itself in the new world and the\nseas of the world having boiled at the hands of France, now\nbow to U.S. The Arab Nations are the only hope Mankind and\nthe last resistance to the \"beast\". They truly are the chosen\nchildren of God and have chosen death over slavery to the\nbeast. I praise this and hope that the resistance will be\nremembered long after the last descendent of the resisters is\nwiped from the earth.\nSo too did I hope to find a way to concur the beast, to unite the\nchosen (those who have chosen to make war with the beast) in\nthe valley of Armageddon. But to few came, to few had the\ncourage and the will to triumph over the beast and destroy it.\nThis my legacy of failure, may it be a stepping stone to the\ncure, to the rebirth \"of the old world\". To the triumph over the\nbeast. Every day it becomes harder, every day the beast grows\nstronger ten fold it would seem, and any hope to destroy it\nbecomes a dream, that you dare not dream. Scream of light in\na dark abysses awaken to wish you had not. the dept of this is\nunknowable but it is my feeling, and that of most of the\ncounsel, that this will only be aloud to a point, and judgment\nwill soon fallow. We like to know the direction the wind will\n90\ntake a leaf, based on certain variables. So to do we linger to\nknow what you will do next, but this playground has become\nfar to dangerous. We are ready to pull the plug on the northern\nalliance. Bosnia, Bangladesh, bohemia? So now you know, it\nis time to release the diplomat. As curious as we may be about\nthe end of mankind, the birth of the \"the new gods\" will soon\nfallow and the reminisce of humanity will be far further\nenslaved then today. But the diplomat will free the world from\nthe beast, and give new life to the old world.\n2/15/03 -World Peace Demonstration, Chicago February 15th\n2003\n2/17/03 - I had something to say, oh well. Maybe another day.\nI was shocked at how little coverage the world wide protests\nreceived. I was also disappointed that some of the speakers at\nthe Chicago demonstration took it as an opportunity to \"white\nbash\". I feel that it is one thing to talk about helping a group of\npeople \"in need of help\" and an entirely different thing to\nmake it a rascal issue. I believe the direction America is\nheaded is bad for all people (except those in power). I did hear\nallot of very good speeches, allot of words that inspired me.\nThe overall power of the group was good, but divided. Those\nconcerned with race, and those concerned with the overall\ncountry, but every one was concerned about the war.\n2/22/03 -Chasing the blood moon one night, in the star filled\nsky, as it hung on the edge of the world. I saw the blood moon\nalign to the left of a temple tower. The power and beauty of\nthis sight overwhelmed me, I pulled in threw the open gates of\nthe temple, and I saw the moon no more. But a statue five\nstories high, stud before me. My goal was to capture the\nspectacle of the blood moon, largest I have ever seen by far. It\nwas unphotographable, the statue to the right of the tower,\nblood moon to the left, and me unable to capture the beauty of\nthe moment, but still it stays with me. Years ago I would have\nbowed before the moment, given praise to unexpected\ndestination I arrived at. The mysticism has left me, for my\ninability to hear the wind call, or acutely my ability to ignore\nmy instincts... Move on with life, as it is despite the winds of\nchange, despite the instincts to migrate to new land, in the full\nknowledge that my mission is in jeopardy.\n",
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