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        "title": "AntiChrist cx",
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    "text": "93\ncome, so now the armies of god unite, as do the armies of\nChrist (Lucifer). But it is all just a representation, of a higher\nbattle being lost by god.\nNow we have 13 months, 28 days per month plus 1.25 days\nper year. (Approximately 2.75 less days per year then in the\n\"Zero Year\" ). If there calendar was accurate ~4.58 every\n10,000 years, slowing of the earths rotation and an increase in\ngravity as we approach the sun in the golden ratio. This would\nmean we do not have nearly as long to exit the plaint and\nscientists would like us to believe.\n1/26/03 -If you want to be more like Christ... Be Jewish\n1/30/03 - It's all a bit of a blur now, what happed to lead me to\nthis point. The shuffle of feat in a laboratory... The gasping for\nair that soon fallowed, it does not matter if it was intentional,\nit does not matter now, what does? The faith facts fiction\nfalsification fraternization of lesser gods... no I to see \"evil\"\nbut I know what evil is. Mortality of conscious desertion to the\nthriving beast in our heads to the living dead who speak to us\non TV and in the history books. The living dead immortals\nthat shall never die so long as evidence of their existence\nremains. To be a god among men, and a beast among the\nnatural plain, can I ask what you think of me now... as blood\ndrips from my face and bone torn threw flesh as I arise into an\nabyss of nonexistent gibberish. Who cares what I think who\nwhat I do, I am only me and no one else even by my chosen\nname. Can I ask, do you mind, why you bother day to day,\nwhy you sit and watch as if the world was happening to you\nand you where just a patsy. Would it offend you if I swore to\nkill you and every one you ever meet. Would that bother you\nor would you just think me bitter. \"All that you do to me shall\nbe shown in the scares of Mexico City and all that you dream\nIsReal- is not, but could by my interpretation. My salvation,\nmy redemption of mankind. So bloody evil but so truly\nnecessary. It is you I pray to, you who does not answer my\nprayers. I grow ever more frustrated... It is I who bargained for\nlife threw death and all I asked for was help. You have herd\nme, helped me but not recognized my attorney over you. I am\nno god, but I see your fear, the way you shake inside and\nstiffen. Trying so hard not to know, what you know, you\nknow... This is the battle of bristle the battle of brist left gone\nin the shadows of truth and morality (as if that was real). And\nquestion me if I lie, what have you to know for me? This is the\n94\nquestion and that answer. The truth of the lie and reason we\nare not to know... four men saw death by design and life by\nreality only to question why, and who... So said Jarimia\n\"Death now talk later.\" So we will find our proof as we find\nmost things true because we wish them to be, and mine\nbecause I say they are. No profit needed to blast the shackles\nof lies we want to be imprisoned within, no need to escape and\nno desire to do so. What is it about you people that you can\nlive like this, with no goals except to work and no work that\nyou desire except to live and die a slave to the lie. This I will\nnot tolerate nor will I allow you to gasp for air when you are\nsurrounded by \"it\" by death, by life, by sex, virtue of our own\nexistence and the fragile existence of the world. The meek\nsheep who pasture and graze but pray not to the beast still to\nlive still to work as needed as they needed, still I repose,\nremand that all will hear my words in the echo of the world\nand the world wide web!\ncan you imagine what it is like to feed the beast and help it\ngrow, so that it will raise you to power, only so you can take\nthe rain of command and slit it's throat. This is the life I live\nempowered by beast engulfed and surrounded by it, for the\nsoul purpose of destroying it and everything connected to it.\nThe life I have chosen with full knowledge of it is to be\ndamned, and have no fear of it but fear only my life if I did not\ndo what I feel is right at any cost, personal or otherwise. This\nis the world of the beast and in the city of angles as we ride in\nmotor driven bikes to the edge of the city to see if it is true, it\nis. But now it is to late the circle is all but complete. and the\ntime of tribulation is upon us, and our fathers and our fathers\nfathers and our fathers fathers fathers ... Yes it has always\nbeen tribulation since the dawn or man or the fall or the\nangles. The city of angles, the city of light, Chicago is a dark\npit but nothing like New York and there trendy lights and\nsuperficial feel. So as you walk your dog, or feed your fish ask\nyour self who made you their god, who put you in charge of\ntheir lives of their well being... and why?\nIt is, as if, at least most of the time, it is not me who rights, not\nme who bitterly defies the world, no actually I work for Al-\nQaeda. Just kidding Al-Qaeda works for me. And why you\nask? Is it glory, money, fame, revenge? No it is because they\ncan see how damned \"evil\" the USA is! And by evil I mean\nthe hellish reality we project out into the world. The porn stars\nand puff daddy reality that we do not actually live! We make\n",
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