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    "text": "97\nDecember 2002\n12/10/02 -In the desert of hope an oasis would be hell, the\nfrogs of a pond in a life that spells disaster would not leap to\nsafer ground. This in the eye of a hurricane that looks like a\nrainbow but lives like a lion. The beaten path of the dead left a\ntrail that one Leper slept his life away and awoke to find the\npath grown over... this in the mystery of stares, and the\nministry of satin? Or could it be wrote down as salvation.\nHope for the leper that still may find the way down that path.\nThe shot of reality that all are dammed or saved just the same\nbut our purpose is far deeper then that.\nI think it is important as redeemer stated to act in a united\nfashion. I also feel that exercises are crucial. The problem with\nuniting people over a huge geographical such as we are doing\ntakes allot of time and patients. What I do expect is that\nmembership will continue to, as it has been increasing in a\n\"bell curve\". The problem is finding ways to keep everyone\ntrained and in complete alignment with the FFTAC wile the\nmembership grows.\nWhat you are saying about bashing Christians seems\nunnecessary. The Church is in trouble without any\ninvolvement from us. Also we know what is wrong with the\nchurch.\nSo Please tell me what should we be doing with ourselves wile\nour numbers are growing and the union is becoming stronger.\nFrankly I have done allot. Others want to do more but we need\nto find the best place for them. The fact is we need more\nInternet support from other orgs. More links and more open\nhanded support. On a local level we need people out there\ndoing \"good things in the name of the FFTAC\"\nWe also need everyone to find people that are suitable to help\nlead the FFTAC into the future. We also need links to more\nworld wide organizations, we all know people with ties to\nlarge corporations, government agencies, religious\norganizations.\n98\n12/11/02 - Wind whispers past and lives are torn apart by a\nchaos reign form a fire light in hope of fears removal, but\ninstead spread like brush fire threw the dry harts of the people\nin the lost kingdom. the pain I feel comforts me in my\nmorality... the winged fire brought forth in some Hollywood\nplay could never come close to the toiled misfortune that\nawaits many. This in the days my ancestors called a\ncelebration of light or Romidon or maybe cured the frozen\nearth and united to find worth together among the ashes or the\ncenturies of forgotten love and past lives. It is I who questions\nthe future and I who fears the worst. The wolf of man or the\nseers, no... that was something altogether different. So I pray\nyou understand, and hope that you see fit to venture past the\nhorizon. This the last of days that shall be littered in ridicule,\ntomorrow and forever after a new understanding. For so many\na new self worth. This on the shoulders of a giant, and under\nthe foot of a galaxy. Time is a passionate drift or so I have\nheard, not what I have seen. Kill or be killed, work hard to\nbuild someone else there dream or be run over and end up cold\nand alone. Ten times tried this that one man could rise above,\nor again so it was said. Hear this go forward at all cost, you\nare soldiers of god. That would not be the last remark, but\nfrom this and other wasted breath only on salvation. For I will\nlead and triumph on the fields of Armageddon. As it has been\nwritten it will be done. Who am I but a madman a fool! But of\ncourse you have no choice it is too late for you. This is the\nawakening, this is the evangelic death and to all that know\nme... This is not what life is about, this is not a lie or the truth.\nBut you know the truth.. don't you?\nAm I god, far from it, a profit no. The AntiChrist? That\nremains to be seen. I can say that I am an idealist, and a\nnihilist.\n",
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