November 2002
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99 November 2002 11/11/02 -I didn't ask to be me, I just am. 11/20/02 -Candle lit to half mass. the judgment, is upon deliberation. Those who seek will find... We kill to eat, we kill for sport, and we kill to see a glimpse into our own destiny. This is not about that, or about the blood river in the west bank. This is about losing site of our own humanity. So I say kill them all? Well that is the way it must be. We are beasts every last one of us, AntiChrist has come to this. Any Judgment upon the AntiChrist, is judgment upon all every last one of us. Embrace the Antichrist, for the Antichrist feeds on resistance. This is the word of Ghrisx. Earth born from fire, washed in rain, cooled by the wind in the direction from the great abyss. It is I Ghrisx who called once from the grave, now from life. Kasna of Baly walk not into the light if day crawls before you in the form of a mist. AntiChrist, born dead with the black light of god. Life from life, since the birth of this, when from - came nothing to bring life. Now again upon our door and upon the mind, the AntiChrist. As Life born from nothing, What horrible craters leach there in the dreams of those cold and in the street. I pray to them "hear the south winds as they call, all to come - and meet in Mlobyzy." So as it has been written, so it will come to pass... Who is the AntiChrist? 100 October 2002 10/05/02 - A call from the past voices I thought dead... Bring light to the fact that the bitterness of friends that never like me, people who served me only to cut my throat as I slept. This is not the light, this is the bitter jealousy that is your downfall and my saving. For you who served me for your own needs, you own greed, serve only yourselves. It is you that I see watching me just a little too close, with hate in your eyes and hart because you know I am right. 10/20/02 - Children of light reflect shadows on the week... Walls torn down in time to open gates that question, what if? I in my own way can pretend that I matter to you or to the world. With false fire from a false god who once lived and rained upon my living room floor and still I turn to my self and question why. Why now after all of this time and what have you brought with you? Time spell lessons on my lap as a textbook of past mistakes and I can rain freedom or pain upon the living room hell, or heaven for I know them both and can tell you we are all right. But no more dose it matter or my crucifixion that still pains me feel blood dripping down your face and eyes to see the red of night in infrared or dream of green trees and blue skies, so you bow to me or no I do not care as long as in the end my purpose is not impaired for you alone shall be seen as him who shot down the birds of hell or ripped the wings from the angles. For I am but a madman or a geniuses or probably nether but I swear to you that every day is judgment day for me. This is a tale of more then just two people or the thousands affected so far this is a story of death at my hand and no other shall ever be blamed. But in this convent is a truth and I see it well for it is I who gave rise to the need, breed the lust for death in the harts of those how saw no hope at all. From this anger and resentment was born a furry unlike any I have ever seen. But with it still I saw regreet and within it was the pain and the bitterness that bleed across a nation. So now come to grips with the possibility it is me Michael who spit fire and lit the lake afire. Who now lies to you about my own existence for i am only a government apparition someone who does not even exist. You feel me? You here me I am all around you and I am death or by nature the bringer of death upon the streets and fields of this world. For I shall rein down terror as I release “it” upon one tree and