February 2004
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53 February 2004 February (March) 28th (3st) of 6004 AL (2004) It amazes me still, we all want to be someone, something. We see our selves threw a fogy mirror that truly mainly shows us only what we think we should see. Those around us never truly see us the way we would like to be seen. All my years, I still sometimes don't recognize myself, and the way others see me I find intriguing. When I hear stories about myself it makes me laugh, so very rarely are they accurate. Some based on fact some just plain never happened. My personal favorite is the one I heard about the time I jumped up on a table at Denny's pulled a sword out of my bag and yelled, "I am the AntiChrist", it never happened. There are more too, lots more. I don't care, it is like someone said, "It is not what they say that counts, it is if they spell your name correctly". Just so you remember it is spelled G H R I S X February (March) 26th (1st) of 6004 AL (2004 ce) cx The city from top of a tower looks so much different then from the ground. Entire neighborhoods look like toys, not at all like real life. How easy it must be for people who live on top to forget what life must be like on the ground or even in the underground. So easily the nonconformists, the freedom fighters are labeled as Terrorists under the Neo-Nazi propaganda pushed forward by an administration that bombed a major news agency that spoke out against them, oops. 54 Thank you for seeing the error in your ways, thank you for trying to make amends. This system is one built on brute force, and once you have become part of the system your life belongs to it. They can not take your soul, they can not force you to be something your not. At least not in the long run, give me liberty you shout, but only inside of your self because if you ever said it out loud, if anyone ever knew how you felt... The time has come to understand that the system shifts, the “in crowd” from the top, is under new management, the old leaders are soon to be ousted. There is no greater power then truth or no greater understanding then faith? To center your self in a system that will let go only if you are dead, and at that time will use your memory as a tool for its own purposes. You know you should not trust anymore, but push forward in the direction of your soul, and let fall to the ground those things that should never have been given wings. It is you that shall make the decision to "flip the switch", but will you know what the question is that is on the table. Do you even know you have a choice? That is the nature of humanity, "I was told to do it", "he made me". You want a name to tell them? You need someone to blame? Show them what I have asked of you, tell them it was the word of Ghrisx. I am sick of the Hierarchy, I am sick of the disturbingly twisted lie of freedom in our police states. Click this, it is time for the country to except bankruptcy, eliminate the national dept, change our government, and arise from the ashes a stronger nation. The time has come to destroy the two party system as it stands and redefine it so that never